why am I still not sleeping?

Wed, 19 Aug 2009 14:58:13 GMT

I was going to write something, but my boss just pulled up. Story of my life. It's so cold in here. Oh my gosh, I could store beef in here.

Wed, 25 Feb 2009 17:38:19 GMT

it seems like a slow day here on Livejournal. What is everyone doing? I'm tired and i'm getting ready to go to the YMCA. I signed up to run a half marathon. Not sure that was the best idea. I'll get through it. Hopefully in under the 6 hours you have...

Wed, 21 Jan 2009 22:24:24 GMT

Ok we are daycare poor. We pay $120 a week for daycare for the Bowie baby and $45 dollars for Kazoo. My brother Julian said he would watch Bowie and pick Kazoo up from school for $120 a week. Julian is kind of a jackass, but he is a good uncle and I know he needs the money. Dustin said no, but loves to talk about how broke we are. I don't know what to do. It's really up to me. I don't know why I have mixed feelings about it. UUghhh Why is so hard for me to figure things out right now. Putting that 180 a month towards something else would be great.

Thu, 15 Jan 2009 15:44:41 GMT

I just opened my gas bill for this month. Wow. not sure how we are going to pay that. I'm so tired of not having any money. Well any extra money I guess i should say. Ugh. I just started doing the power pay through my bank and i love it. I only send a couple of checks now. It's much nicer. I don't get paid again until next week. Getting paid once a month is starting to wear on me.

Bowie's daycare is on my ass about Bowie's shot record being so far behind. I'm trying to change doctors and i move in turtle time so i'm working on it, but she will probably get kicked out before I get it done. Sweet. Oh tomorrow i'm going to Kazoo's school for an award ceremony. Little Kazoo's 2nd quarter report card was sent home on Monday and her science grade fell from a 98 to a 79 and her art grade also fell a bit. She told us she hates the art teacher. Nice. Well you can't like everyone I guess.

Wed, 05 Nov 2008 04:35:20 GMT

Holy cow. Obama won. It's a dream come true. I'm so proud of America right now I could cry. I'm sad about Andrew Rice, but maybe in the future. I love watching covergae on FOX. What the shit is wrong with them? I think Sarah Palin will work for them in the next few years. Can't stand to look at her.

Hey baby it's you.

Tue, 04 Nov 2008 23:13:40 GMT

I voted this morning. Early. My momma came over at 6:40 and brought coffee and donuts from DD. It's the best. I only waited about 30 minutes or so. I have never waited in a line like that to vote. The last presidential election I just walked right in and voted. I'm ready to leave work so I can hit the liquor store and then go home. I need to work out for about 20 minutes. I already did 30 minutes of cardio at the ymca. Then a few people are going to come by for wine and snacks. Should be fun. I need to be a little more social. Kazoo will be happy to see her friends.

Friday night is the girlie show. Dustin and i always go. This year we are so broke, I have a sitter lined up but not really sure we should spend the money. The tickets went up a few dollars. Drinks are high.. I really love to go. I'll figure it out later. I have to decide about getting my tubes tied this week too. We talk about it again on Thursday. ugh I think i'm going to do it.

Halloween

Fri, 31 Oct 2008 21:19:49 GMT

Livejournal really sucks now that Allstate has blocked all photo hosting sites. A lot of the pictures on here are from photobucket and Flickr. I also liked to go on to these sites at work and send pictures of the girls to friends and family. Thanks for nothing, Allstate. You suck.

Book of love

Thu, 16 Oct 2008 18:44:08 GMT

It's a very slow day on my friends page. So sad.

Tue, 23 Sep 2008 14:26:52 GMT

I am trying to give up meat and dairy. well the meat part is easy, it's the cheese and sour cream that is killing me. Anywho.. I made a tasty dinner last night.

I chopped up a orange and red bell pepper, red onion, yellow squash and zucchini squash. tossed them in a little olive oil and a few seasonings and threw them on the stove. I chopped up more red onion with some roma tomatoes and jalapeno and put that in a bowl. Spread some hummus on a tortilla and then loaded it up with the hot and cold veggies and ate it up. It was good. My children were not trying to hear about it, but maybe someday. Kazoo will eat most vegetables, but they have to be steamed with nothing on them or raw.

Sun, 21 Sep 2008 00:10:15 GMT

oh sweet period, i have never been so happy to see you.

My phone quit working. The sprint assholes said the software failed and it was done, i've had the phone for 6 months. that really burns me and sprint also burns me with thier super shitty customer service. I think they train them to be assholes.

Baby bow

Fri, 19 Sep 2008 13:54:43 GMT

Thu, 21 Aug 2008 22:17:00 GMT

SO i just heard that the dead milkmen minus dave blood, of course, will be in Austin in November. I'm so there. I'm booking my flight next week after I make sure i have a ticket to the show. Brenna!! You have to go. Are you going? I mean you are there in Austin right? Gawwww i'm so excited. I can't wait.

Writer's Block: Your Favorite Series: One Last Go Round

Thu, 21 Aug 2008 14:11:43 GMT

If you could pick any TV show that has been off the air to come back for one more season, which show would you pick and why?

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I would go with carnivale on HBO. I hated the way they left it and it was such an amazing show. Oh i miss it.

Thu, 14 Aug 2008 19:48:15 GMT

Kazoo came home from school the other day and said that a girl had pushed her down and told her name was dumb. I told her to get used to it, not the pushing, but teh name stuff is only beginning i'm sure. Anywaysss yesterday she came home and said the same little girl said that her mommy looks like a boy. Nice. I would hate to kick some kids ass. Oh what a little brat. I'm not sure what i should tell Kazoo to do. I would hate for Kazoo to be a tattle. I'm not sure what to do about it.

There is a red folder in Kazoo's backpack that is for me. One side is a calender and it tells me about kazoo's day with checks. Yesterday she had a yellow check for talking. I was always in trouble for talking so i'm sure i'm in for much of the same with her.

Fri, 06 Jun 2008 21:49:14 GMT

i'm very sad that Miss Guided was cancelled. I thought it was funny.

Tue, 06 May 2008 19:01:19 GMT

i really can't believe I will be 33 years old tomorrow. It's so crazy. I'm starting to look it and If I don't get rid of this last 10-12lbs soon I will probably cry. We eat at Sushi Neko every year for my birthday so i'm sure this year will be no different. Friday we are going to the Red Pin for a little bowling. Good times.

Tue, 06 May 2008 15:04:20 GMT

I think I need to get a patch for molly's missing eye. She is so sweet.

This Perfect Day

Thu, 01 May 2008 17:15:25 GMT

Ira Levin wrote a book called This Perfect Day and I love it. I read it for the first time when I was like 12 orsomething. My mom gave this perfect day and rosemary's baby to me one summer. Anyway I have read this perfect day probably 10 times. I love it. It is kinda 1984ish or maybe brave new world. i was thinking about the book because I watched Equilibruim a few nights ago and it reminded me of This Perfecy Day. Well also 1984 and a few other movies and books. So if you have not read it then you should. Love you Ira.

Molly Jack

Fri, 25 Apr 2008 16:18:21 GMT

Fri, 18 Apr 2008 20:18:50 GMT

Just found out my friend Tammy is going to have surgey on her spine today. When the Doctor saw the MRI he said they would be doing the surgery right away. I feel sick. I hope it all goes well.

I'm having a garage sale tomorrow. i'm getting rid of a lot of my baby stuff. I want it out of my house, but at teh same time i'm nervous. The last time I did this I ended pregnant again. I mean it's not like I don't know how to get around that. So I posted that i was having the sale on Craigs list and some dude sent me an email asking if I had any guns for sale. Sorry buddy.. I don't have any extra guns laying around for sale. People make me nervous.

I'm getting a dog tomight. He name is Molly.. I think I might change it. Molly reminds me of my first cabbage patch kid and foot_foot's daughter. It is a great name... Well I guess we will see. She's a jack russell. She only has one eye. I'm thinkin Molly Jack!!

Thu, 03 Apr 2008 21:29:26 GMT

I just heard the new kids on the block are getting back together. I was never a fan. More of a slayer fan or something like that. Anywaysssss.. that Joey guy is super cute. Wow. so cute. Speaking of cute guys I think Casey Affleck is the hottest guy around. Agree? Yes? Maybe?

Thu, 03 Apr 2008 18:10:10 GMT

I think i'm starting to become a real asshole when it comes to how other people raise children. I have got to stop. It is ssoooooo not my business. I hate it when i see a baby being fed formula. I hate when people pawn a tiny baby on other people. i don't know. I need to stop. I do know a few people who should never of had a child. I judt don't get some people.

Lets' see what else I have going on? Jordan's birthday is Saturday. I bought him a gamestop gift card since all he does is play video games. He is getting a wii from his mom. I have a wii and I have never opened it. I wonder why? I really thought I needed one and now that I have one I really have no desire to set it up. Dustin got it for me In EL Paso last month. I do like playing Kazoo's DS every chance I get. Love you Super Mario Bros.

The Kansas game is on Saturday as well. Julian will have it on at party. Ok I have to get something to eat. I just noticed my boobs are leaking. great.

Wed, 02 Apr 2008 15:48:43 GMT

i've gone back to weight watchers. I started a couple of weeks ago and it's not good. I weighed last night and i'm only ten lbs from being back at lifetime, but a week ago i was 8 lbs. A little depressing. I am on my period so i'm hoping that was what it was. I've been going to the gym and doing the exercise bike at home. So i'm hoping to get rid of these pesky ten pounds soon.

My eyes seem off to me. I went to the doctor and he said they seemed fine, but I feel like one of them is looking off. I think i'm getting a wonky eye for sure. I don't know what to do.

I have a birthday party for my nephew this weekend. I'm tired of eh clouds everyday. I need a little sun and the 7 day is not looking good. cloudy the rest of the week. Today is Kazoo's class picture at school. They always try and brush her hair. You can't brush zoo's hair while it is dry. I wish they would leave it alone. I sent the 11 dollars to get the picture. they also wanted to do another school picture. So expensive. I paid for a picture at the beginning of the year and the yearbook money is due. They really get you at the school now. The book fair is at the end of the month. I always loved the book fair. I can't wait!

My little BoBo is so sweet it makes me want to cry. I am supposed to take her for shots next week and i'm a lot more nervous this time around. It makes me sick. I just don't know what to do.

Fri, 21 Mar 2008 17:17:47 GMT

i know i never update. Busy I guess. Today is Bowie Blue's birthday. I can't believe i have survived a year with two children. That's crazy. I don't know what we are going to do tonight. I was thinking sushi. Tomorrow I'm having a party amd I invited way to many people. I'm not sure where they are going to go. I'm hoping the weather will be ok then i can herd the childrens out the back door.

Lost was good last night. i'm glad it's over for a few weeks, i feel like i need a break.

in my head

Tue, 12 Feb 2008 22:11:02 GMT

I was planning on updating more but it's not really working out for me. Saturday Kazoo will be 5. That is crazy. I'm having a totally ridiculous party for her. I don't know why I do it every year. Next month the Bowie Blue will one. Yes there will be a over the top party for her as well. Last night Kazoo fell and busted her mouth on the stairs. Poor kid.

Dustin stopped at the store on his way home from work and picked up some salmon. When he opened it to put it on the grill I almost puked, the smell was so bad. I took it back to the store and all of the salmon was rotten. So gross. I told the guy working in the department, but he acted like i was crazy. No salmon for us.

Dustin and i have had valentine's dinner at Sushi Neko almost every year for the last 8 years. Thursday we are having dinner at a restaurant at the Oklahoma City Museum and i'm pretty sure he is less then thrilled about it. Sucks. I should change it. It should be fine.